She dun did gone ahead and wrote about some *ish*...REAL TALK in her online "diary" yesterday:
You just start dating a guy. He likes you, you like him. You guys want to spend every second together. When you are not with him you are talking to him on the phone. You have deep feelings for him. The feelings keep developing. They keep growing. You begin to think this could be it... He talks about he can't imagine not being with you. You think he's falling in love with you. But you can't be 100% sure. You guys have not said that sacred 4 letter word that starts with an "L". But you feel it deep deep in you. Deeper than you have in a long time.
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Weeks turns into months and you slowly start to wean the other guys in your life out. And than it happens. No not the "L" word. But what you have been most afraid of. What deep in your heart you have been afraid to confront. What you always suspected would happen one day sooner or later. HE STOPS CALLING. You panic... Finally you hear from him. You want to rage you want to scream you want to cry. But you can't help you heart from feeling a tad bit happy.
As you begin to ask him what happened he stops you. He says "I need space".
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Tears finally come and they make you feel a little better, but the pain is piercing through your soul. The pain never hurts as bad as the first time. . But all the same you can't help but feel hopeless, foolish. Your great chance to be with your soul mate has again somehow slipped and failed
Damn. My girl Serena got CAUGHT UP.
It's ok boo, it happens to the best of us. If she is referring to her former flame (actor Jackie Long), maybe he "needed some space" after seeing your late night creep pics in Spain with Common hit the web?!
Either way, I hope she begins to mend that broken heart soon. Maybe this is the best time for her to rededicate herself to tennis? There is a reason for everything...
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i guess my issue with this is that it with the guy, it seems like she wanted him to know how she felt via osmosis instead of some real communication. guys aren't mind readers and sometimes we need to know what you're feeling. i admit, it's a huge risk to share your feelings with a guy, but there comes that time in every relationship when i think the guys needs "something" to go on...and sometimes things just weren't meant to be...
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